The book of Hebrews invites you: Draw near. Not hesitantly, not on tiptoes, but with full assurance. Your heart is sprinkled clean, your conscience is purified. This is not wishful thinking; this is your standing in the New Covenant.
Many live as if they need to become worthy enough to approach God. But the exact opposite is true: Christ has cleared the way. The veil is torn. You need no mediator other than Christ himself.
Today you can draw near just as you are, because your access doesn't depend on how your day is going.